timeline of events:

1) get job.
2) work on project for awhile.
3) project ends, do nothing for awhile.
4) interview for new project i am very much un-qualified for, yet if i got, would be some kind of great opportunity. (interview...as in put together my resume, dress up, go meet with people who work here too, see if they want me.)
5) people tell me to fuck off, they dont want me. (or rather, tell my boss to tell me)
6) email message arrives from said people, reads only "our secretary will contact you for an appointment so our staff can show you the work they engage in, this will also give them an opportunity to get to know you and your work"

what the fuck does this mean? i got the job now? i fucking hate this place.