the worst part about my job is the knowing that if i didnt show up, no one would notice. the second worst part is knowing just where my tax dollars go. im seriously considering not coming in to work tomorrow, the only reason to go is my conscience which would hang over me all day, ruining any fun i would be having. i have decided to hire an executive search consultant; i havent yet because of all the promises of "just wait until you get your clearance, everything will be much much better" at this point it has been 9+ months of clearance processing. no word of when it is coming. or if. its not worth it to me anymore, ive looked foreward to it for so long, when it finally comes not only will i still work here but i will be disappointed.