im fucking lazy. like, for instance, i dont want to work. i pretty much dont want to do anything, i waste hours at a time on the internet. i make a TON of lists. right now, in the area surrounding my keyboard, there are the following lists: "things i want," "freaky searches from the site meter" (it gets weirder every day), "things im supposed to do," "cd's i want," "possible books." but, im an excellent worker! if i can muster up the strength to care. i work in the zone, i get things done really really fast, but the working only takes place in mad frenzies of utter consumption frantic list-making, and then nothing. today i compared exfoliation methods. yesterday i finally was given "something to do" besides "here, read this fucking textbook while i go to cancun for a week," and i went bezerk for about three hours, but today? nothing.