Monday, August 26

son of a drunken whore, its happening again. i am getting so bored with my job. i do one thing, like cut this line and paste it there, and then i internet-stalk the cute new boy in my division or the assholes i went to high school with, i press the "check mail" button (even though it gets delivered automatically and i know that), i look for other jobs but im too bored to even think about any other job. i read the postings and cant bear to make it to the end of the paragraph. the problem is, i cant figure out what id rather be doing!?! (besides not working at all) there are no interesting jobs in san francisco. there are especially no jobs in silicon valley. i like the project ive been on, i have complete creative control and im good at it, but our funding runs out at the end of september. not only that, our worthless summer student has single handedly insured we will not have any sort of bells and whistles demo at the end of the summer. apart from eye contact penetrating the depths of my soul and a baffling inability to speak at an audible volume, he doesnt know the language he was hired to use. he was hired to translate matlab into c, but doenst know matlab and refuses to even open it on his computer. i dont know c, i cant do his damn job, but i guarantee i could learn it and finish this before he could. but im not going to because im too bored.